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Thursday, April 27, 2006

Live is full of responsibilities..

Work.. Relationship.. Friendship..

No longer a student in 1 week plus time. No longer relying on staff nurses. No longer allowed to slack during shift like before.. Time for us to push ourselves beyond our limits.. Time for me to proof to myself that I'm able to be a competent nurse. Balance between junior work and staff work is a must. Proper documentations and knowledge be @ our finger tips.. Whatever it is, I'm sure and believe that we'll pull it through..

AKA Steven, Faizal is his name.. Now still experiencing my honey moon period, happy and smiling always. So far not bad.. For my dearest frens out there.. He's not really the guy that fit in my list of criteria or standards but, he does fit some very very important criteria.. which is responsible, mature enough to handle problems and provide appropriate solutions, able to behave like a proper guy and be the man instead of me. Well, side dishes for now will be, he's NOT a control freak, NOT a psychotic person, extremely caring towards my necessary needs, action speaks louder than words.

Important lesson learnt from him.. In a r/s, trusting is really important. To trust meaning, not to flare up when messages not replied and calls not answered instantly. Everyone needs space, to be attached doesn't mean that the person must stay in contact with you 24 hours per day.. every min, every sec.. Absense makes the heart grow fonder not anger.

Scary facts that needs my review;
Marriage: It's scary how we've been together for less than 1 month and he's always been verbalising about asking my hand in marriage, how he wans me to take care of him and be a companion to his mom, how he love to have his own kids. When asked, ' What if I do not know how to take care of you and your mom?' Den, he told me that he'll take care of me.

Review: I'm still young and not ready for marriage. Plans for marriage @ the age of 25- 30 I'll still follow. No matter what happens, no matter what situation I'm in, I'll still hold my stand. Pei Shan asked me a very very vital qn... ( family planning and his relatives eagerness for him to get married.. how am i going to handle and what are my plans?) That have to be reviewed some other day for I really have no idea.

Attachment going to end soon.. We'll go out soon ya guys!! Miss ya lots!!

Nutty Nad

Sunday, April 23, 2006

Saturday nite; went to dinner wid pei Shan and her Bf at Vista point as requested by me!! Oh, I juz love the beef noodle there.. Talk and talk and gossip and bla bla bla.. Oh yes.. very sorry for being a bit late ya. Next, thanks for sending me over to my best friends place!!!

@ my best friends place...
Me: I have lots of updates for u!
BF: Oh gd gd.. Tell me bout it
Me: U wan a sudden release or slow one?
BF: Sudden..
So, there I go.. bla bla bla.. OMG.. I'm sure such an irritating Best Friend.. hehe only now den i tol her everything.. I'm so sorry gal. Juz tat both of us have been buzy and stressed up lately.. Well, look @ the bright side!! U still noe everything.. Thanks for being happy for me.. Miss you lots..

Sunday; Laze ard @ home till afternoon den went to Bugis as usual to eat my 'ban mian' wid my brother Mr Glen. We ate and keep each other updated wid major events. Went to look for something den walk all the way to suntec and den back to yishun.. Ate and continue talking.. bla bla bla.. Oh yes!! Thanks for entertaining my nonsense today!! I noe I've been acting so so crazy.. So sorry tat you have to see and hear all tat. Juz need a victim to vent everything out.. b4 I go crazy.. b4 I kena warded to IMH.. hehe..

Tmr working again.. Wish me luck.. Gd luck to all of you too.. Have fun at work!

Nutty Nad

Saturday, April 22, 2006

Dearest friends..
Well, @ last, I got my own blog. Hehe.. Thanks to Jr for teaching me how to set up one and thanks for my free saturday morning, I manage to finish updating my blog. Oh yes, i have another problem. How do u actually put pictures on the skin?

Anyway, lots of things have been happening to me lately. Like.. I"M ATTACHED!! haha.. To those friends of mine whom i've not been able to update, I'm attached! Omg, I'm so crazy. Butterflies in my stomach everytime i get calls or msg frm him. Butterflies fly everytime i look at him. I am so dead. Well, dun worry guys.. his NOT younger den me. Tat confirms one more thing. I dun usually go for younger ppl ok! I noe some of you a bit afraid for me and my safety and bla bla bla after the bad memories and incident I've been through wid some ppl I dun wish to mention. I'm happy and safe for now. Thanks for your concern though.. Erm.. and no worries I'll still have time for u ppl! Yeah.. I'm so in cloud 9!!

Oh yes, more updates coming up soon...

Remember how u ppl keep telling me tat i look too younge for my age??
Guess wat, I came across 2 person who thought tat I'm 23! Can u ppl believe it???

Staff Nurse Khim: How old are you?
Me: Guess..
Khim: Hmmm.. 23?
Me: OMG!! Thank you!! You are the first person to tell me tat i look like 23! I'm so happy
Aini: Abih kembang ah dier?
Me: Actually I'm Turning 21 tis year.. Wat makes you think I'm 23?
Khim: U behave and carry urself very maturely.. And u look charming..
Me: hehe Thank you (grinz)

So, there you go.. Part of my conversation wid her ah.. hehe.. So funny!! Cute!! I'm so happy! HIGH!! I'm flying!!

Ok. another conversation..

Guy: Eh.. can give me ur number?
Me: Y should I?
Guy: Juz make frns nvr mind one rite?
Me: So do you have any pain? Can u gared ur pain for me?
Guy: wah, ppl talk to u, u change topic.. clever ah u..
Pt: Very pain ah.. see la, my cousin ask ur number u ask for my pain.
Me: How old are u?
Guy: 20 tis year..
Me: Do you noe how old am i?
Guy: 23?
Me: really.. nah.. i'm 21 tis year.. So u still schooling? At where?
Bla Bla Bla la.. The conversation goes on but, dun worry.. I where got give my number anyhow one.. Pls lor.. the guy look so young!! and I"M SO MATURED!! hehehe (like real)

Ok la.. so wats my weekend plans..............................
Tonite, out wid PS ; Hang ard and keep ourselves updated
Tmr, out wid Glen; Eat ban mian again and keep each other updated
Hai.. Thank god I still have my dearst frens ard.. If not I'll be dead lonely cause someone is away to malaysia!!!

Nutty Nad

Monday, April 17, 2006

Greeting to all my dearest friends.. due to boredom while waiting for my nite shift, i've decided to create a blog of my own.. hehe